first blog ever!

first things first

i will never type blogs with correct punctuation, by this i mean capitalization mostly!(i don' t like the looks of big letters) ok now that that is clear here we go.



i have had a lot of time lately to think about life and things in general, i have a new son he is two months old, and has been keeping me up until about three in the morning every night for weeks now. so since i am awake i thought i would start talking to someone..sort of.



so here's the short of it...

if possible i wish i could find my real purpose or at least establish a firm identity of myself. i have always been the sort of person who could want to throw on a cowboy hat one day, and then wear some skinny jeans the next...i love to recycle but also love to buy useless items (it's a bad habit) i think it's confusing to other people but i kind of enjoy it, is that so wrong. maybe that's my identity?? who knows, well hopefully in my future i will figure myself out a little bit more.

these things i know:

i am always searching for ways to simplify my life.

i love nature and all it has to offer.
i would love to be able to cook and eat more sensibly i find it very difficult lately. i love to cook.
i love to sew and wished i could do that more, i would love to learn how to knit.
i am passionate about snowboarding and fear i won't be able to do that for a while.
i have cut caffeine and alcohol from my diet.
i really miss dancing, and riding motorcycles with no helmet! there's just something about it.

for now i will hope to sleep...

peace & love to all